Trying

Trying

I don’t know how to let go

Fake it until I make it

Tried and true it’ll do

But it kills me

Bit by bit

Slow breakdown

Lying

To you

You want that

I didn’t think so

So what do I do

Wanting me to bleed for you

I will cut my vein for you

That is how it is done

Letting go and moving on

It seems so easy

You are vacant

Now I

See

It’s easy

To live life

With no emotional attachments

Then I won’t get hurt

I will only hurt everyone else

I guess it pays to be selfish

 

k.s. 3/2013