B. P. D.

borderline personality disorder

Still... I feel the pain
Still... I watch myself
         talking to you in vain
Still... The pain takes over me
         every single moment

Still... I am hurt by myself
Still... I cry at nights
Still... I envy the happy people
         for they seem careless.

Still... I get no answer from you
         when it comes to my questions
         about what's going on.
Still... I see your suffering
Still... I understand I must go
         through all of this.
      Yet now
         me
     not another
    I assure you
I can... Fight for my freedom
I can... Achieve a new reality
I can... Defeat what lingers
           in my darkness I call light
           whenever depressed
I can... Live life with all its
           difficulties, no matter
           how deep the wounds.
I can... Feel proud of myself
           for defeating the shadows.

Reviews

[Ai thats life]

Outspoken once again! Great one!
That remind me the abyss on my mind i defeated recently....

[Mermaidstear]

Good one ! 'I can... Feel proud of myself for defeating the shadows.' Something very worth you are doing.

[Lupus Kaos]

It is possible for every one to achieve such thing...