Sorry I feel

I'm brainwashed by paranoia

The kind of person who'll pull you close and then ignore ya

Rather keep words inside my head because they tend to floor ya

And tears caught in my throat because they annoy ya.

I'm sorry that I feel to much, but don't smile enough

But remember the day I met you I told you I'd self-destruct

You told me you'd put me back together, guess that was a bluff

Now I'm wondering how it all got so fucked up.

Maybe it is all me and my imagination

that causes our troubles and devastation

But I try to move towards our destination

clinging on with desperation.

And I'm told I don't try, but I've given my all

You focus on my mistakes, leaving me to pick myself up alone when I fall

So I'm sorry I let down the wall when you asked

Sorry I showed myself, just so you could look passed.

No point in saying my thoughts now

It'll just get turned around on me somehow

Maybe I was stupid for letting you in to see

Or maybe I was stupid for thinking when I did you'd still care about me.

Reviews

[Stacey]

Wow, that is a really good poem. I'd love to give that to my ex boyfriend to read. Everything you wrote in that poem so applies to him. I would love for him to see that. It would definitely make him think that's for sure. Very well written. :)

Stacey

[Sally.]

I can understand this poem completely. Beautiful words and amazing way of describing how you feel.