Suicide Daydream (4AM)A Poem by KatDarknessAnother one of my early poems. Depressing s**t ;)Running scissor's blades across my wrists, So that they are striped a million shades of red-white-pink, Occasionally yielding a ruby, needle-thin stream of blood, It flows and rolls in beads of black-red, like crimson tear-tracks, The void between two bleeding veins grows deeper with every knife-stroke.
Disconnected daydreams, offbeat, coinciding with semi-lucid nightmares, Sometimes there's guilt that feels like electric shocks, bullet-wounds, But mostly just the same blank whiteness, a world of medicated mist, Crimson rain seeeping through in the darkest hours.
Everyone mentally implores that I willl eventually cut deep enough, Goddamn them all to the coldest chamber of a hell I don't believe in, They inflict their irksome advice upon me, I shut it all out, I don't really care, Don't tell me that I shouldn't give up on myself and everyone else that I knew, You were always the one to pray to a false god for my death.
If I survive, if I save me from myself, Let it be known that it was just to spite YOU © 2013 KatDarknessAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorKatDarknessIrelandAboutMy name is Kathy, and I am a psychological horror writer, who enjoys philosophy, psychology, art, writing (duh!) reading books by Stephen King and Karin Slaughter; and writing dark, abstract poetry an.. more..Writing
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