I Miss You

I wrote this poem to my dear friend Matt. He passed away four years ago. I miss him very much..

I know it hurt you

It hurt me too,

But now that you are gone,

All I know is I miss you.

 

You were there for so long,

I never thought you would leave.

I thought you had so many years,

waiting up your sleeve.

 

That day you left,

Was the saddess of my life

I remember going home,

And crying all night.

 

I might be selfish,

But I wish you were still here.

Or if you stayed,

For at least one more year.

 

I know you loved me,

I still love you too.

So I'm trying to be good,

Just for you.

 

I know I'm not perfect,

I never will be.

But I hope you're up there,

Proud of me.

 

You had to let go,

Even thought you were hoding on for so long.

But there's not a day I don't think of you,

And how you were so strong.

 

You never complained,

Or said why me?

You just knew

That that's the way it was meant to be.

 

So I just want to tell you,

Even though I still cry,

That I miss you so much.

I'm glad you said goodbye.