"Today"

just where i was at the moment

Where do I start?

When can I part?

Digging upwards from the grave

Climbing up from the tomb I, myself have made

Placed my body down deep

Isolate myself from the pain

Hide my self from the regret and shame

Lost in the light

Found in the dark

Filled my mind with fright

Controlling my every thought

Pushing everyone away

Praying the voices leave me today

Believing in non existence

Understanding what doesn't make sense

Each breath feels like my last

Each memory,brings about pain from the past....

Back underground I go

Into the casket I've come from so.....

I can hide from the s**t I've spent so much time building

 

-kenji darko