I'm Sorry

Really dark time, trying really hard not to worm my way back into the darkness.. :/

It drips, but I like it when it pours,

That's why I push harder, seeking more

More of something that I can't get a grip on.

Knuckles turning white with the struggle to hold on.

'Hold on to reality!' They scream with disgust.

But even if I hold on, it'll never be enough.

For I am scarred now, marred now, 

It drains from my heart now, I'm sorry now,

You can't be proud, I'm letting go and spiralling down.

I'm sorry I'm just a clown

I'm sorry you can't be proud of me.

I'm sorry I let you down,

Because I'm falling apart at the seams.

I can't always fake a smile,

Live my life so perfectly.

I'm not strong all of the time,

And If my tears make me weak,

I'm sorry. 

Author's Note

Bunch of dark content, going through bouts of anxiety and then slammed with intense depression.. it sucks.

Reviews

[JustaManWithaPen]

Wow amazing peice I get battling the dark I'll be adding a new peice in a few minutes I'd like your opinion on its called The Ultimate Struggle great work keep it up and never give up!

[Mackenzie Knitter]

Thanks, I'll check it out! :)