Chemical Love

This is about a man i loved with all my heart for 10 years but never met in person. Written in 2006

Chemical Love

03.08.06

-Ally Campanozzi

 

There is only one man who would join

The never ending cycle of love and devotion

To the solace of musical mania

For centuries or even eons

I never thought I’d meet that boy

Who dreamt of crows and words

Would truly exist

Yet here he is�"Billowing and beautiful

And he doesn’t even know how dazzled

I have become

In such a short fuse of time

He is the boy I spoke of in endless stanzas

Who dispensed poetry like a fountain

Extending moments to obtain

All we could ever mention

 

When he enters this chamber

I see a still aura

Surrounding this soma before me

Sitting next to him

The few moments we have together

I yearn and desire to enhance this connection

As the scalding red waves of love shake me

His voice is thunderous

And his face is a masterpiece

There is a channeling vortex

Encompassing as we sit in this room

I TRY TO FOCUS

BUT I AM COMPELLED BY A FORCE

 

Dragging me deeper

Pulling me further inside this obsession

Who else can comprehend this divinity?

Who else can fathom

This magnificent man of marvels

Inside a nebula of darkness?

Nobody speaks in the crowds anymore

Hardly anyone breathes

 

FOR ME AND THIS MAN SHARE SYMPTOMS

OF CHEMICAL LOVE

 

Yet could I ever be that lucky?

Could I ever inhibit that prince

When all my other histories

Are cynical and stark

The time slips away right before us

 

Could my ill-fated luck change this time?

Washing away like purified sins

Will we embrace as we salute the king

Who makes me tremble when he sings his songs?!

 

Until I am liberated from this hellish fence

I can only savor moments of simplicity

Author's Note

This is free verse straight from my heart. For some reason this mystery man has been plaguing my brain since I was 12. Jeez, the things we get ourselves into.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

"His voice is thunderous

And his face is a masterpiece

There is a channeling vortex

Encompassing as we sit in this room

I TRY TO FOCUS

BUT I AM COMPELLED BY A FORCE"

May the force be with you...A splendid poem...:)...............