Life thoughts

This poem is about how i feel these past months and clearly stating my lost state of life where I feel helpless and devoid of where to look up to in life.

What life,what love,
In a time where present is all past
Life isn't how you wanted.
Choices had to be made,
Or worse you have to follow others choices.
Your mind flooded with hurt and hateful thoughts,
Time is a menace it seems.
Thought life is going to get any better
To your old same position
Just like those times when you have no hope!
When only your cries are the comfort ,
When insecurity is circling your life,
Life is not blossoming ,instead it shreds now.
Success is nothing anymore ,when you are unhappy
There feels inside a thing missing ,
Your life feels incomplete ,the right ingredients left.
As yet to explore your potential
What and why are all these things happening in life
In my life,in our lives..
Can fate be the reason ? Or destiny
Does it make sense to endure all these trouble
Why be sad when you can be happy?
Worries eats the soul ,body and mind
But you just can't stop it.
This evil is killing inside your mind
Help or be help ,is anyone out there?
What can set all these right ?
These pain seems eternal,unending
Hurts as if life is no good .
You feel unwanted, a piece of trash
No quality,your whole sorrounding looks so mocking
Your very existence seems a waste
Can this be the life you want.
Are there really a little light in the darkness
A ray of hope to shine life now
Is death an option, can it settle the score
Can life be normal?Or alittle more day after day
Peace of mind or peace of hate
You are worthless , no one an amateur among others
But is there still hope?