The Death Inside

The pain won’t magically disappear,
There isn't a possibility of happiness coming near,
I don’t want to smile,
Just let me be dead for awhile,
If you want to talk go ahead and try,
But all you’re going to do is make me cry,
I’m dead right now,
I really am not sure how,
All I know is that what I feel,
Is honestly completely real,
You may not think so,
But I certainly know…