Winter of eternity

Winter of eternity

 

 

Rain, anathema, and my cigarette

All what’s left to me

All alone with regret

For the desire of being free

 

Rain, anathema, my cigarettes and my insomnia

Along with my solitude

Along with my empty heart the eternal enigma

And nothingness to do

 

Rain of aching memories

Haunting my youngest smiles

Rain dropping with worries

Through a journey of thousand miles

 

Rain now I hate, for dry are my eyes

 

Lonesome is my anathema never I’ll be free

With love I try to break, even to a friend

But never love is granted, alone I shall be

Never a whole, broken till the end

 

Anathema it is when they don’t understand

Anathema even if they did

Haunted by emotions, each time I make a stand

Anathema till I’m dead

 

Rain now I hate, for dry are my eyes

Anathema that the thunder is louder than my cries

 

My cigarettes, my poison, my beloved ones

Friends of my pain

My cigarettes my passion, Belial’s sons

Ashes in my vein

 

Smoke of my burning heart

Winter’s raining could

I had you from the start

Always you were around

 

Rain now I hate, for dry are my eyes

Anathema is the thunder, louder than my cries

Eye-drying smoke, with lightning my cigarette I light

 

Insomnia, eternal sleepless night

More time to spare

More agony to fight

And more toxicated air

 

Unneeded isolation, unwanted awareness unwelcomed awakness

Hours of useless waiting , for a company for a friend

Yet more silence , more lightning , and no one me will miss

Oh how I wish for eternal asleep , Oh how I wish I was dead

 

Rain now I hate, for dry are my eyes

Anathema is the thunder, louder than my cries

Eye-drying smoke, with lightning my cigarette I light

Wind keeps me awake , as I curse this stormy night

Reviews

[Nath]

This is a really interesting piece... Kinda dark in a way, conveys a feeling of forlornness, hopelessness...
I like how you build up that stanza line for line completing it in the last only.
A line I really liked is "Ashes in my vein", awesome imagery.

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Excellent poem, great work...