Can't Cry

A Poem by Coby G.

Knowledge inspires new greatness.

Lately, All I can think about is you
You're the only girl on earth
That I know is true
Without you, I have no clue what I would do

Everyday it seems like
It's harder for me to smile
But life is a fight
And your love says "don't throw in the tile"

I always thought you were the one
Now I know for a fact
No matter what life throws up
I want you to remember that

Can we please just play the game
Cuddle next time it rain
Heal each others pain
Love unconditional and never change

Love me, put your head on my chest
Rest, and let your heart confess
Let me caress
And Let you know you're blessed
As you spiritually undress

Every stretch mark
Is a path to my heart
Every thing you see as a flaw
Is what God already saw

We were created for each other
You are my love, not a lover
I want to be your sisters and brother's brother
And a blessing to your mother

It's only one reason
A heart is warm
During the coldest season

God is love, love is everything
And that helps me realize..
Everything isn't what it seem

Love is you
Because you are always true
And one day I hope you know
you're the reason I do what I do

There's not enough poems
To fill you in on what's going on
But you're the reason I'm holding on
Being strong, and praying hard when I feel alone

It was a reason my attempt didn't prosper
God was my doctor
Your soul is a suicide stopper
I thank your mother for your spirit
So when I get blessed, I got her

I noticed that it's love that make us work harder
And who really cares if I never knew my father..
What I learned with you; without him
Only Made me think smarter.

You taught me love,
Jesus is who no man goes above.
And I still pray
God allows me to show you what passion is made of.

I know that I'm not rich
Or posses a character that shines like gold.
But I've felt like a complete king inside
Since 15 years old.

Through your heart
I can see light.
And with you on my mind;
Whatever I do, I give all my might.

You make me believe.
Your wisdom helps me achieve.
And right before I let go of life
I heard the words "just breathe"

Nowadays
I feel like my words mean less.
But I'll say "unconditional"
With my last breath and one last word to express.

You're my grandmothers touch;
My mothers care.
A best friend to my soul;
And my hope when no ones there.

You're faith, hope and belief
Beautiful, soft
funny and my feel of relief.

My blessing and everlasting lesson.
The reason for my deepest confessions
And the carrier of my most prized possession.

Maybe when everything is said and done;
We can have a son
Who dreams to be as tall as the sun.

Or a princess;
who knows her worth.
Dad can even show her
She's been destined to be a queen since birth.

Protection, respect and reassurance
That you're forever a queen
I will always make sure
You know exactly how much you mean

Even when I'm mad; I care
It don't feel right, whenever your heart is left there.
I'd rather forgive you;
Than hold on to hurt that's too much to bare.

Nobody is perfect
But every two is compatible.
So in other words; I'm upset with myself..
When I'm mad at you.

I choose to let it go
Just to let you know;
I never want nothing but love to show
And this is how we can grow.

What ever that's on your mind
Is always on mine too..
I just don't want you to talk
Until you feel like it's time to..

I'm always here;
Strong, faithful and sincere.
Just writing poetry
Before I choose to shed a tear.

I can't cry for you.
But in order to be right;
I have to release everything I been through.
I pray that you know
Everything spilling from my heart is true.

I want to go back to love;
Like we never gave it up.
Make up right after we break up
Not cause we're naive;
But because we never gave faith up.

So yes, here I am.
Loving you like I love my fam,
Opening my heart
And not giving a damn.

You mean..
..everything.
You're a solid whisper;
When my mind screams.

Even when my heart aches;
You're not the reason for heartbreak.
If anything; you make it better
But how ironic that I tried to wrap my heart in mix tape.

Even though I knew that your heart is great;
Something in me just thought it was too late.
Why give you the broken me
..When I'll be "better" if I just wait?

Not realizing;
Passion is nothing without motivation.
Chasing my dream without you;
Is like having faith and no determination

I wanted to change.
But forgot about the reason I tried..
So every time I wanted something right
I put my pen over paper as it cried..

For you.