My drug

I tasted a drug,
Sweetest of kinds,
It showed me a world,
Opened up my eyes.
It Got me thinking,
Beyond what i see,
To something real,
Deep within me.
I soon got addicted
To the happy inside,
Long lost, out of sight.
But it showed me how,
How to be the real me,
Loving and kind,
Ready to fight,
Fight empty thoughts,
Fill the holes in my soul,
Be they deep or Shallow.
I realize now there was no drug,
Only you, you and your love.
That Which I've never had,
Makes me terribly sad.
For it was my love for you
that changed my heart and soul.
My only drug was you.