The Reason

Walking around with my heart feeling a little weighted

I never can quite tell why I feel the way I am feeling

I wander the streets with the people I have grown to know

and I don't want the happiness to be just a short spell

where does all this self doubt come from, sometimes

it takes over what used to be living life for no one

just to take in the moment and have a little fun

Walking around with my thoughts weighing me down

like a ton of bricks, enough to make the sane feel sick

I wander the streets with the people I have grown to know

and I don't want the doubt to make me lose sight of what

my life is all about

where does all this self doubt come from, sometimes

it takes over what used to be living life for no one

just to take in the moment and have a little fun

Our minds are a complicated thing, and sometimes

it can be quite crippling with the comforting knowledge

that through a little pain is a reason behind everything