My Brother

His lonely back I just watched him as he walked along

And tears welled up so I cried

Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time of your pain 

Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled kindly at me without any sense of sadness 

Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me which I hate him for that 

I didn’t even think of his pain because I was only thinking of myself

I thought I would never see it because of his beautiful smile that swept my sorrows from me

So I didn’t know about his loneliness 

I didn’t know back then, I was too young to see the pain in his eyes

You must have been lonelier than anyone else in this world 

But I didn’t notice it nor asked you if you were okay

I finally know now, I hope it’s not too late to give you the same warmth you gave me growing up

These are the words I wanted to say so much but never said it

I love you forever and will remember your sacrifices for me 

My beloved brother 

After seeing him and realizing his pain

I ran to him and just hugged him tightly

I wanted to just cry

I wanted to cry in his arms

Because my gratitude toward you was so sad and I never realized the things you did for me 

I didn’t know back then, I was too young to see the pain in his eyes

You must have been lonelier than anyone else in this world 

But I didn’t notice it nor asked you if you were okay

I finally know now, I hope it’s not too late to give you the same warmth you gave me growing up

These are the words I wanted to say so much but never said it

I love you forever and will remember your sacrifices for me 

My beloved brother 

You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh yet I know it's a lie to protect me

I can see your invisible tears despite my blindness for years

You don’t cry over your scarred heart like I did growing up with you

With the painful wounds

I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?

And your eyes show you were tired but you still smiled warmly at me
Telling me you were okay and then asking if I was okay

But you hid it, such a liar

Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me this time
I will return the things you did for me, I will hold your warm hand and wipe your tears away like you did for me 

And your eyes showed you were tired

But you hid it
You're such a liar

You are my forever love to me and I will cherish you

Your beaten hands, your scarred heart

Your loneliness, I’m not used to any of those

Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you without knowing it 

I haven’t done anything for you

I haven’t given anything to you but

These are the words I wanted to say so much but never said it

I love you forever and will remember your sacrifices for me 

My beloved brother 

Reviews

[Locke Redwyne (night sy..]

This sounds a little bit like it could be a song
it is very well written and deep

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you! I’m gladiator you enjoyed it. It could be a song maybe too.

[A.Tarek]

So emosional.. with another beautiful ending
I don't know if Its on personal experience, but I guess.. he is one good older brother..
I assumed he is the older, may be I'm wrong, Hhh

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

It is a personal experience. There's a three year difference between us but I love him very much. He's my big brother.