Lost Love From Mother

Even seeing you leave

Is a memory to me

Scars that had to form

Will some day heal

In all the places

You are gone

I try smiling brightly

But they say I seem sad somehow

I guess I can’t help it

I tried to hide it but

It seeps out

Because inside of me, you poison me 

The pain you left behind is bitter

But those terrible memories haunt me still

Even seeing you leave

Is a memory to me

Scars that had to form

Will some day heal

I have no right to be in pain

Because when I look back

I didn’t treat you as well but it was because I tried everything to get your love 

Since the beginning

Your heart was too distant for me to have

Times I spent with you

All of it was repulsive 

You came to me in my dreams

Although I knew it was a dream

Hot tears streamed down my cheeks

Reviews

[sette]

just give yourself time to heal the scars

[Coyote Poetry]

Dreams are reminders.
"You came to me in my dreams
Although I knew it was a dream
Hot tears streamed down my cheeks"
Good and bad memories come to us. We can't stop them. Sometimes blessings and sometimes nightmares. Thank you my friend for sharing the powerful poetry.
Coyote

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thanks for your comment! I appreciate that you like it!

[Coyote Poetry]

I did like and you are welcome.

[Nisha M.]

Truly a wonderfully and beautifully written piece. I enjoyed it.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

I’m glad you enjoyed it!

[Locke Redwyne (night sy..]

Wow, this is really heart-wrenching and well written. Good job!

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thanks! I am glad you liked it!

[Cherrie Palmer]

With mother's day approaching this is a somber reminder that it's not always butterfly kisses and cookies.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Yep some of us weren't born lucky I guess