Secret for you

A poem about a secret

Hey I've got a secret,

it's brittle and it's shy,

don't know how to say it,
so I cover it with lies.
I joke about it always,
you've noticed it I guess,
anyway I'll probably  never do it,
but this time I'll confess.

It's a dirty little secret,

and God I feel ashamed,
but it burns so hot inside me,
this secret that must not be named.
I've told you like a thousand times,
in my fantasies and dreams,
and also in my nightmares,
when I awake to my own screams.

So anyway, I'll tell you,
and please don't run away.
No, I've not stopped loving you,
and no, I am not gay.
I hope you will accept me,
and what I want to do,
cause my dirty little secret, is:
I want to pee on you.

Author's Note

What do you think huh?