Keeping me alive

I wrote this 10/10/10 around 11:55 pm It's sorta emo, but then again, so am I. Enjoy, you probably wont.

Tomorrow

Wasn't supposed to come

Today

Was supposed to be the last one.

Follow me

Into this dreary cave

But only

If you just don't wanna be saved.

 

So tell me now

 

How far gone?

For how long?

Long time gone

For so long.

 

It's killing me

killing me.

I'm killing me

killing me

 

I don't want your savior prayers.

Cuz through it all my heart still tears.

It's not just your lips,

your smile,

your eyes

It's just that you're the

one

keeping me

alive.

 

Without you beside me

I can hardly breathe

   It's killing me

   killing me

It's not like you were ever

really mine

But it hurts so much to feel

   You're killing me

   killing me

 

So I'll scream

rip my heart to peices

at the seams

The pain, it never ceases.

So trace my tears

down my rain-drenched features

Erase my fears

of my soul's shadow's lurking creatures.

So scream

it

now

 

don't want your savior prayers.

Cuz through it all my heart still tears.

It's not just your lips,

your smile,

your eyes

It's just that you're the

one

keeping me

alive.

Author's Note

Yeah... tell me what you think. I was tired when I wrote it so it's not God in a poem or anything but I hope it's not terrible.