At My Deepest Level

A poem about my fears, happiest moments of my life, And my weakest.

Looking back now I realized how happy you make me.
Somehow I wondered if we were meant to be.
So many times the question bubled in my mind asking are we?

Not long ago, I tore your feelings apart.
And crushed your beating heart.
My malicious words were like a venomous dart.

You fled from my side never to return anymore.
At the time I thought I couldn't have asked for it either or.
I told myself that to you I would not implore.

Now that iam alone in this dark place I think of you.
And I wonder if you think of me too.

Tears roll down my cheek as the thought of another crosses my mind.
As iam in a constant sorrow over your reminder.
Will I think of you as a curse of my years that remain?

At my deepest level I cannot move on.
For I cannot leave without you.
I regret what I did and what I said.

At my deepest level I remember you, your smile and your face.
While my heart cannot erase the past.
For years I will live with regret and hold that regret within my heart.