Elusive Happiness

To my Kamihaji-sempai. I hope we can work something out even if we have to stay as friends. But regardless I love you and should another walk by you I'd put on the mask and be happy for you...

Hello old friend.
We meet again
That despairing feeling of fufilling the wants and needs of the soul.
When will you make me happy?
How long until I'm happy again?
This never ending cycle is abysmal!
Make it f*****g end.
Sick of breaking hearts
Loving and hurting to the end.
I stay I hurt,
I leave it hurts worse.
When will a man fight?!
To change his minor flaws for me or is that not right?
Isn't that apart of love?
The heart cries and it leaks through my eyes.
Its been years since I've whelped like this.
Come back for me. I need you.
Please prove you can of your own intuition.
Face those minor problems and change them.
For me.
But will you see?
Nothing changed so I had to leave.
But I'm giving one last chance. Will you realise it?
Or have we had our last dance?
No matter. I'll still love you just the same...

Reviews

[costa siwale]

'The heart cries and leaks through my eyes' A fantastic line! Lovely poem mate! Well done