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A Poem by Lachinabloo

Another quick poem

I walk into this empty home,
Wishing you beside,
Once deep in loving arms,
Now baren to my touch,
I'm lost in this nobility,
Wanting more than words could ever explain,
Sleepless night of wonder as I lay and think of you

I cry myself to sleep
In slumber I dream of you,
And realize that all that was is gone,

Trying to free my misery,
I dump my pain at the bathroom sink,
Hoping to secure my decency,
No more can I recover,
Hoping for a dream,
I fight for my integrity,
But still there is nothing more,

I feel this insecurity,
As it rushes to my head,
I carry all this misery of you not being beside me,
I try to block it from my mind,
But still I ponder on the thoughts,
And wonder what I can do to simplify my loyalties,

Please hold me close when I am with you,
Please open up your door,
Hold me deep within your arms,
As I rush to you in pain,
I can't keep carrying all this by myself,

I try.....
I try...
But the words just elude me when I'm with you,
I look into your eyes and quiet my words,
Not wanting to scare you more away then I already have.

But I have one thing to say.......
I love you.
Please don't forget about me.....