Relapsing, Episode 5

Relapsing, Episode 5

A Poem by LadyAnn68
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The 5th in the relapse mini-series...now sex...

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Relapsing, Episode 5

 

Twenty-Two months in max prison gone

Releasing now but “convict” strong

During you saved a tidy little sum

Find a date for long awaited fun

Subconsciously driving quiet a as mouse

Bypassing you parents huge stone house

Straight to the dealers for the sale

Prostitute’s “ally” which one to nail

Pick the youngest one you find

Kind of skinny still caught your eye

Pull over to the side to let her in

Sees the drugs with a white teeth grin

 

Finally alone in the motel room

Drugs before sex much too soon

Suddenly the wild sex-party starts

Calls some friends to help take part

Ironically you took this chance

Now the party is down YOUR pants

But you are strong nailed one and all

As a business it would be your call

Party never stops love that honey

They’re there only to steal your money

But you don’t care you are finally free

This is after all only a one-time spree

 

A week later finally show up at home

Clothes stink of cigarettes and of cum

You mother refuses a big-time hug

Your father calls you an indecent thug

Soak in bath dish-washing detergent

The new method disinfecting divergent

Put a chair in front of the refrigerator

Consumed the last shelf two hours later

Heavy eyelids between fresh clean sheets

Seven days of sex, spent, whacked, and beat

As blackness takes over the surrounding presence

Happily home wallowing in the remembered essence

 

Happiness escapes with a knock on the door

Police, Public Health director, and a few more

Sitting assuring you and parents the best

Demanding that you take some of their tests

Positive for STD’s, Hepatitis B,... & C

That one-time spree turned black diseased

Taking you to a quarantine facility

Putting your name on the National Registry

Your mother faints your father cries

“I’ll get help” you plead with lies

Reflecting in the quarantine room

My life is over feeling the doom

 

ALL I WANT TO DO IS DIE….

 

©LadyAnn Graham-Gilreath

Feb 21, 2015

© 2015 LadyAnn68


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LadyAnn68
LadyAnn68

Canton, SD



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I am in my 50's and a student at Grand Canyon University for my Masters of Science in International Addictive Studies. I plan to do my PhD in Addiction Psychology at Intern at Boston Treatment Center. more..

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