Why is it??

Why is it??

A Poem by Lady Miyako-san of the West

Why is it that whenever I see you,

my heart beats triple time when I don't want it to?


I can't seem to let you go,

but my weakness is something I can't show.


I want you gone, get out of my head!

Even though I know after all is done and said,


You will still be here, even when I try to push you away.

You'll do all you can to stay.


This time is different, if I say so myself.

I'm done with you threatening my health.


I'm going to get rid of you, once and for all.

There will be nothing you can do to stall.


You're leaving, I'm done with you.

And you better believe that I'm finding a new beau.


 I am through with you for real this time.

For me to love a person this much, it should be a crime.


I know that I love you, but that won't hold me back now.

And this distraction is something I can no longer allow.


I am done with living with thoughts of you

Especially when I know your feelings aren't true.


I'm wasting my time in a loveless relationship

And on my sanity, I'm losing my grip.


All of this, just from dealing with your mess

Your love is something I would never put to the test.


The inevitable that you'd fail is easy to see

 As is the fact that you don't truly love me


I'm not dumb, and I refuse to be your fool

You will no longer use me as your tool


Getting whatever you wanted from me

And tossing me away with unhidden glee


whenever something better comes along

But while you were doing that, I was singing a song


A song that brought me back, back to all things real

And that song also helped me to heal


Heal the damage that you've caused

And heal my heart that you've mauled.


Now, I'm sitting here, wondering what I am going to do

And I figure out that I am completely through with you.

© 2009 Lady Miyako-san of the West

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Added on July 27, 2009
Last Updated on August 26, 2009


Lady Miyako-san of the West
Lady Miyako-san of the West

Forks, WA

I am a young inspired writer who is striving for success!!! I don't do fancy and I don't do fake. I am me and I always will be, there's nothing you or anyone else can do about it, so deal with it!.. more..