Anesthesia

I remember her kiss

as it pierced my body

like the surgeons dull syringe

jabbed deep in my vein

injecting its containments in me

and chilling me to my very core

like the medicine in my blood

your kiss spread through me

like a wildfire scorches earth

burning out all the good in me

numbing me to my bones

a smile put on my face

as i spiral into the dark

lost in the nothingness

not sure i am alive at all

in an instant

in an eternity

light returns to my world

my eyes flicker open

my body hurt and cold

something was taken from me

my mind still groggy

tries to think it out

her love felt like a surgery

of that there is no doubt

her kiss my anesthesia

her smile, her laugh, my morphine  

but part of me is missing 

i am no longer content

and as the memory of this feeling fades away

The pain returns one hundred fold