Final Goodbye.

Final Goodbye.

A Poem by Larul
"

Suicide.

"
Learn to savor the suffocation.
Drink in all the lies.
Get ready to kiss your dreams goodbye, 
because the lullabies are deadly tonight.

This sun will always set, 
the sky will always fall. 
But the light of twilight,
shown through my soul. 

Nothing stays the same, 
but new beginnings can be made. 
We all make mistakes, 
only matters if we learn from them.

This life lived, at least did some good.
I've been helped, 
you being one.
I'll thank you, then be gone.

I've always swallowed the hate.
Choke.
Spit.
Do it all over again.

I bleed from the inside.
I cry never seen tears.
I whisper broken memories, 
for forever forgotten years.

But why were all these weeks alone so heartfelt?
Every second, minute, hour - day;
Every emotion I captured,
the tides of the seas washed it away. 

Chit - chatter, clatter 'round the room.
Little broken secrets, 
rush to others ears. 
It's heard world wide. 

Suicide.
Taken lightly. 
Dropped. 
Pride broken.

So again I will say- 
Savor the suffocation.
Die another day. 
'Cause these lullabies are deadly tonight. 

I clenched a sudden hope.
Seeing through the foggy smoke. 
I see the truth- 
I see pain.

I run-
I stumble-
I break-
I devour.

Sipping on my fate,
touching life-
watching death.
Speaking bittersweet words.

But when I die, I want us all to be alright.
No watery essence,
dripping down your cheek.
This pain will be gone in a week.

Doing something for me,
was something only you can do.
So for me to do something,
was well worth it too.

So please, when you see me gone;
and you've cried a fair share.
Just remember-
I'll never again be there. 

Forever was I caught within,
the snare of life, death, pain, and myself.
So now I'll say;
Thank you.

© 2013 Larul


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Long but nice...Thank you for sharing...:)

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Larul
Larul

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