Nightmare or Reality

Nightmare

Or reality

My friends don’t know me

My old friends hate me

My grades are rocking

But my mind it’s shocking

What I think about saying

I’m supposed to be the nice one

It’s not supposed to bother me

I’m not supposed to let them get me

I’m supposed to be fine

I’m not supposed to lose my mind

I’m here

I’m alive

But I’m not fine

I need to survive

I’m not supposed to care

I can do this

I can live

Nightmare or reality

Wake me from this bad dream