Fighting

Original date: 5-4-09

Trying so hard to be free
Searching for serenity
Hoping that I'll find some peace
From this stress I want release

So help me through another night
Train me, teach me what is right
Look through this pain and see my face
Finishing life is not a race

No reason to be causing pain
We're getting no kind of gain
Why can't we just leave this alone,
apologise and just go home?

I'm tired of getting angry notes
and my head hurts from what I wrote
I can't take back what I said,
but I can apologise instead

I was hurtful and so were you
I just hope we'll make it through
I want for both of us to mend
so please, Kerrin, still be my friend?

Author's Note

"Dance in the Rain" was written to the ex-boyfriend around whom this conflict arose.