well.. i don't really have anything to say aboout him except what would you do if and when you can go over there?? he can't just come into your life again.. i mean, after just leaving you. i KNOW you know what he is and he can't help it. but- i mean- can't you just let him know how much he's hurting you?? NOT just everyday... but everytime this happens- you have to grieve for him, then let him go, just to have him crawl back into your lfe again like nothing has happened?? i mean, how is that fair?? can't you just say that if he REALLY cared about you, he would stop putting you trough this pain over and over again. i mean, i know that you love to help him and that you would do practically anything for him, but- i mean- this?? in so many words- he's breaking your heart in the worst way. he brings you up again only to bury you in the ground for the longest time. without sunshine, without him. that isn't fair- to you, to him, to anyone. and if he REALLY cared about you, he would at least SERIOUSLY TRY to stop. i knwo that he's tried before. but he's never had a very good reason to, unless you GIVE him one. it may be hard, it will be ahrd. but think about what will happen when it's over?? no more roller coaster rides, no more dancing in the dark, you'll be together. and this time,
for sure.