Dreams

Just found this in my stash. Inspiration was: no idea!! written: Aug. 24th '07. wow... that was junior year.

Some dreams aren’t meant to be real.  Because it’s better to dream them, then believe them.   I could tell you what I was thinking that night.  But would you believe me anyway?  I was thinking, oh God- what WAS I thinking??  I thought that you’d forgive me.  Like I forgave you.  Yeah- and I know it’s not the same thing!  God!  I wish you could just listen to me!  Just for once!  Just one chance, that’s all I’m asking for!  Good, okay- here goes… I don’t know exactly what I’m supposed to say in this situation but- I’m going to tell the truth.  I lied to you- I wanted it, yes.  But I didn’t deserve it.  We had just had a fight and-well, I was confused and hurt- and he was there.  I cried on his shoulder while he listened to me.  I talked about you for- God, what?  Like an hour?!  Than, I don’t know, it just- sort of- happened.  And before I could stop myself… it was over.  We didn’t talk after that.  I think that we were both still a little confused about what had just happened.  And then- I left.  And that’s when I realized that I loved you too much too let you go over something like this!  So I came back.  Please, say something.  Look at me.  I love you.

Author's Note

i THINK i wrote this from an image of one of my friends after she told me that she cheated on her boyfriend.

Reviews

[Windy]

Cheating can be a confusing, sad, sometimes unforgiving thing. If you are one of the "lucky" ones, the person you love will love you back enough to forgive and more importantly forget. This story although sad is a true part of life, it does happen. I like how you wrote about a "real life" problem. I will be going on to read more of what you have written. Good job telling the "story". ;)