SADNESS IN MY "ONE DIRECTION"

This is about a friend who has never seen me before. Always close to me when he doesn't actually know. No words can be written to explain how I feel.

The day I first watched you perform
I knew you'll always heal my pain
And whenever I heard your voice,
I knew My One Direction will never change.
When I watch the boys cry,
All the pain you healed becomes fresh
Then I also get hurt
and cry over again and again.

You don't know who I am
But you are my Angel
You have never met me before
But you are my best friend.
Because of your work in the feild
You became my idol
But even though your left band
I'll be here like it's"YOU AND I"
(*Crying)
I fell in Love with the boys
Ever since the first day.
And now one of them is off
A lot of stuff I don't understand.
That moment when Loui gat hold of you without you,
I gat hold of my heart cuz it was jumping out with a lot of pain
I tried to play cool but it was all in vain
I honestly say,
I can't do this without you friend.

I wish I had the power to take time back, maybe I'd have frozen you "Five," having that ending hug!
With a smile...
#ZaynMalik

Author's Note

ignore the poem rules please:(