Insanity

I worte this when i had to make a difficult desicion between my boyfriend now, and a previous boyfriend of mine....

Swirling swirling

Feeble mind

I look away

Then in your eyes

Trapped, Trapped

Cant Escape.

Lay down tonight

On the wings of fate.

Fly away,

Far away

Screaming inside

Cant let go of today................

Suffocating-

Hurting chest...

U peirced my lungs

With your breath.

Can no longer breathe on my own.

So do i stay?

Do i go?

Cant even scream

Cant let go.

His eyes.

The others too.

They're the same

What to do?

Both alike,

both with my heart.

I Cry out tonight.

Pain as sharp

As receding knives..

Lick my wound?

Can you even try??

Lie the truths

make me swoon.

Cant feel my face