A conversation I'll Never Send

Panic attacks are lonely, but so is being alone.

Hey,

Are you awake?

What I'm feeling is feeling scary.

My mind is wreaking havoc on this body.

My throat is closing faster than Usain Bolt.

I think I just need someone to talk to right now.

I hope I didn't wake you.

I don't want to be an inconvenience it's just,

A person can only break down so many times before it really starts to get unbearable.

I want to stop my hands from shaking,

Along with the rattling in my rib cage.

Shaky breathing and choked tears don't help.

I'm sorry,

I shouldn't have message in the first place.

We aren't that close and you don't need some stranger's problems added to your work load.

One life is hard enough,

That's all you can be responsible for.

I'll let you sleep.

I'm sorry to bother you so late at night.

I'll do better next time.