The Lonely Wish

A man seeks answers from a quiet God, to find the only goal of his life

Therein lies hope, it exists in the distance

Though I still question its existence

What has led me to resistance?

The loss of hope is my consistence

I pray for help, the curse tears my soul

But hearing no reply, it truly takes its toll

I ask all of these questions, yet I get no reply

When I say hello, you seem to say goodbye

I only want to smile, to laugh with one I love

But it seems thats not your plan, oh father from above

What do I have to do, to gain my only prayer

Must I give my soul some more, though I have no more to spare?

I only ask to find the one, to have a chance at life

Please don't change my fate, so I never get a wife.

I wish to leave a legacy, through the eyes of my child

My life would be complete, their laughs, I smiled.

Instead you block my path, forced to walk alone

If it is due to my sin, I will happily atone

I just want a family, something to cherish

I don't want to be alone, on the day I perish

My wish, I beg, I pray to you

Allow your light to break through

Don't let me die alone, drowning in tears

Instead let me leave of a family with cheers.