On the Computer

I awoke this morning with a hole in my heart,
so many things wrong I don't know where to start,
My family won't help as if they don't even care,
so I wake in a cold sweat,reaching for the air...
I'd put down my roots and tried to live my dream,
I'm so mis-understood,nobody knows what I mean,
just a broken toy that nobody wants on the scene,
when I need a hug,my love is on this machine...
I reached out to find a special girl,
to hold my heart and share my world,
at times I feel like I've been nutured,
when I need a hug,my love is on her computer...
I feel so alone,I feel so ashamed,
I'm without my home,nobody knows my name,
I need Some one to talk to,not mope around the house,
but some how I can't pry her hand from the mouse,
some times all I need is a quiet minute with her,
when I need a hug,my love is on her computer...