Addiction

Living with an addict

Here I sit, waiting, hoping that you will comprehend..oh wait, you came too, yelling at me, what the f**k do you want...I want nothing..your kids on the other hand need you...so sorry to disturb your sleep...but I have worked 62 hrs this wk and have slept 23 hrs...I thought you could assist with your children...but I forget your an addict...you lay sleeping while I compromise my health to provide for our children...addiction is a nasty word....people say forgive, its a disease...But do you live with it??? I do...and I try to forgive...and love...but in the process I have lost me...who is there for me?? I'm patient and kind, I love with no prejudice...but here I am alone...you drain me and take every ounce of love I have away...so I here I sit...waiting, hoping you will comprehend...