Nothing More

I think you need to just close the f*****g 

chapter on him even if it was long enough to 

be a f*****g novel itself. You've cried over this 

boy so many times before, when are you going

to put yourself first? When are you going to

realize this is not what you deserve? When you

were little would you have ever wished this for

yourself? Why are you putting yourself through

this? You are so goddamn important and he is

a f*****g idiot who didn't deserve to know you

the way he did. Let him go, let him go, let him

go. There is nothing more you can do.