Hurt Soul

I often find my self holding back unwanted emotions. I'm constantly

in a dark state and I feel as if there is no way out. I keep on

searching for a way to fill this hole inside of me. I feel that no matter what I do, I will always have this unexplainable emptiness that consumes me. I am slowly getting torn apart on the inside from the pain that I am not able to let go of. My own thoughts are torturing me to the point of insanity. My mind is infected with wretched memories of past occurences. My sould is turning wicked and I'm starting to lose control of the thoughts that play out in my mind. I dont think that this torture will ever end.