Old unwanted Memories!

Old unwanted memories is true to my life. Not quite sure what its classed as. Its bout thoughts that I dont wanted that I had when I was little in a hard part of my life.

I shouldn’t be here. All the memories and tears come flooding back. I am an adult now not a kid like back then. It wasn't ment to be this way. I didn't think I would think this way. Not now anyway. I’m looking for that way out but until that day I guess I will have to stay. I wish I didn't have to but there is no other way. Not just now any way. All these old unwanted memories that I wish they would leave me. I buried them in the back of my mind hoping never to see them again. When I was small back then. They got dug up when I came back which didn't give me much luck. It got my head in over drive and said you don’t belong hear not after what you just said.