I just want to lay with my head on your chest and your arms wrapped around me.

I never meant to hurt you. Ever. I ended it for the better. I didn’t want to drag you into any of the stuff I was going through. I was an emotional wreck. I ended it so it wouldn’t affect us. Well it ended up with us being mad and insulting eachother. After you said that first thing to me , I started crying. Even when I texted you to tell you , I was sitting there with tear streaming down my face. If I could change it , believe me I would. I miss your hugs , I miss spending time with you , I miss everything we had. Those two months brought out the happiness that was buried inside me , the happiness I couldn’t find. If I could change everything that happened that night , I would. If I could go back in time I’d change it , but I can’t. I wish I could. I really do. I’m sorry for the hurt I caused you. Now you are the happy one and I’m not. All because I was trying not to hurt you , I ended up hurting myself.

I hope you have a happy life. I have to learn to let you go at some point. I still love you. Ever since that day in 6th grade. I always will have feelings for you , but for now they will cease to exist in my memories of us. I won’t forget those two months together.

I love you.