Goodbye

Why are you giving me

All this crap to deal with?

It's too much

I can't take it anymore

Why is it

That this is the

Life that I wanted

This is how I wanted it to be

And now that it's here

I don't want it anymore

Take it back,

All of it

Get rid of it

Erase it from my memory

Take me back,

Way back

To how it used to be

When life was simple

When boys had cooties

And we lived for recess

I tell everyone

About my worries

But then I feel guilty

Like I'm overexaggerating

Just to get attention

 

Why is this so hard for me?

It shouldn't be like this

She should have just gone

She shouldn't have to suffer

I want her to go

I want it all to be over

 

They say she can't feel pain

But they say she can hear us

She can hear us cry

They tell me she knows when I'm there

So I tried to talk

I tried to make her happy

To give her comfort

But it's too hard

I've never had to comfort her

She's always been the one

To comfort me

 

I feel like there's no point

I feel like I don't

Need to see her again

There's no point

Because she'll be gone anyway

Maybe if I distance myself

It will be easier

To say goodbye.

Author's Note

it's kind of all over the place, I'm never talking about just one thing...is that noticeable? and even if it is, is that ok?

Reviews

[MarchAprilMayJuneJuly]

I know exactly how this person felt... my interpretation of this is similar to what you wrote... the passion in this was refreshing! it's nice to know that we are not alone!!

~may

(I'm only 13 too!!)

[K. N. Graf]

it seems like the emotions just keep building up. like at first the person talking is upset, then by the end it's like the person is just giving up. i really like it.

i don't know if you want to tell me, but does this have anything to do with what's going on in your life? you can tell me only if you want.

[Tina Kline]

When I read it it seemed at first like a girl was talking, then it goes on like its a boy. So it could be about a break up of a boyfriend and girlfriend with both of them talking. But even so, it is a very powerful piece and I really liked it. It tells alot of truth about how people feel when relationships go bad! Very good!

Tina