thoughts

A Stage Play by Mandy

Thoughts

She's always come to ruin me
She's always just one layer down
She's always waiting to attack
Waiting till my guard is down
She feeds on me like a parasite
Knows just where I am weak
She feeds me strong anxiety
When peace is all I seek
She's loud inside, she's screaming
Drowning out my inner voice
In competition with my core
In battle with my soul
She's angry when I want calm
She's dark when I want light
She whispers lies and fears to me
Though I know she's not right
I wish that I could kill her
Before she takes my joy again
Smother her to death
So this time, I can win