The End

This winding road is slowly coming to an end

as I open my eyes, and realize my life is pretend

Everyone and everything is fake to the point of

being unable to comprehend

Truth from lies, life from death

My life flashes before my eyes

As I clutch at my chest for I am out of breath

How much longer can I stand on my own two legs? 

Before I fall to the ground, break down and beg?

Everything in life has been said

Staying up at night thinking neverendingly in bed

Wanting to be dead, with life I am fed

Up and i just want it to be over

It's fake, full of pain and deceit

Go to God and hand in my receipt

I want a f*****g refund, this isn't the life I wanted

Take it back, before you make me a monster to be hunted

Shunted, shunned, gunned down

Is this what you wanted? Is this the pain you sought?

My destruction at your hands? Life has been wrought

Out of be, my soul has been bought

God you left me alone and broken, the Devil showed interest

Forgive me for the s**t you fed me isn't what I deserve

I tried to remain calm, full of hope and reserved

How much longer do you plan to torment me?

What were you planning to make me?

You left me all alone, forsake me

I begged for someone to come take me

From you I have recieved naught but rejection lately

Well f**k you, the hate inside me can't sate me

I wanted to be loved and love in return

Now you got me wanting to take this world and to watch it burn

Fire in my eyes, hate in my soul, I see right through the lies

As I suffer in this infested hell hole

I know I have never been one to belong

But still a part of me longed

To be hugged, loved, kissed and cared for

Now you got a fight on your hands to prepare for

I have set down my own road of self destruction

As I plan to end this corruption, the disruption

Help the neglected, make them feel protected

F**k hell and to hell with heaven

One day I will make sure the name Mac11

Will be heard by many more, for all seven

Days of the week, I am not weak

i will fight, I will be the knight of the night

I will live in the dark, make my own hope

One that cannot be taken

One that will not leave me forsaken

Darkness I open myself to thee

Seep inside of me and set me free

Open my eyes and many more after so they can see

The world we are in is empty and cold

Like the pages of a story that still remain to be told.