World

I was so confused

Tossed away into the dark

Wandering all alone

Forgot I had a heart

When I was sitting quiet

in the blackest of my room

In the quietest of sounds

my head held the loudest boom

when i would wake up crying

from the fears that haunt my dreams

of always being lonely

lost my broken heart's seam

when i would wake up shaking

from the cold that stole my bones

I would start into the darkness

of a place that I called home

One day I woke up laughing

for the humor i found within

feeling sorry for myself

in a game i could still win

I was thinking f**k it

when you came across my path

on a cold october evening

while with a friend i shared a laugh

I remember smiling when

I first saw your face

I thought, hey I know this one

Yanno, today might be okay

It was later I heard you laughing

At something that I said

and I thought Id like to hear that

Laugh always in my head

So I went out and got it

And now that laughter's mine

those eyes, that simple kiss

I wish my lips could mime

Every time I hugged you

it was "I'll see you again"

But goddamn, I never imagined

That you would become my bestfriend

For every word I tell you

every smile that I share

are honest and yours to keep 

for your laughter? I think thats fair

The moment I first touched you

My fingertips went numb

my body went into overload

Blind, deaf, and dumb

Ive been paralyzed for weeks

When you're lying next to me

at 4 AM, inside your bed

I dont dare to sleep

There are times I dont believe it

when you miss me like the rain

In the middle of a drought

like a car to a train

I will follow you forever

same direction, the same track

when you pull the break lever

ill just push it back

Youre everything I wanted

Youre everything I need

These days I dont feel haunted

by those lost and lonely dreams

The sky is looking brighter

steady ground beneath my feet

youve always been the rock 

to the flint that brings the heat