Just Me

I'm out of sync,

With the world,

Seems as though the flowers lost their color somewhere.

I just sit and wonder here,

If life could have turned out,

Differently,

But how could it have?

I've always been,

On a path to my destruction,

Seems you just came along at the right time,

To tip me back,

In sanity's favor,

But God knows that couldn't last...

I'm still just me.

So imperfect, 

And complicated,

And you're the only one who's ever understood,

But now you're off,

With someone new,

What's a girl like me to do?

Cuz I'm just me,

That's all I ever was.

And that's not much, 

To offer you,

When I have no capacity to love...

I'm just me,

A guarded little girl,

In the body of a woman now,

Lashing out,

At anything that breathes...

Cuz I'm just me,

And you're just you,

But we're not us now,

We never really were,

It was just a childish fantasy...

But I'm still me,

Waiting for you,

The only person who's ever looked right into my soul.

You hold the key,

To my heart,

If you could only give me yours,

Maybe I could love you then...

But it won't be,

Cuz I'm just me,

And you're still you.

Reviews

[Lily Mae]

In all honesty your to awesome to wait. Always be you.... :) That's enough to shine into the eyes of any man...x