Depression

These things i feel I don't want htem to be real I don't exactly have a heart of steel . My head is spinning I can't think sometimes i feel like i'm the weakest link . I feel like i'm about to sink  sometimes my life feels unreal and i lose touch of the real deal . Why is life so harsh and vain ? I feel so much pain like I have I have really nothing to gain I feel so insecure trying to stay so pure . I feel so alone . In my own little zone I DON'T KNOW HOW much more of this I can take this depression I'm falling into i cannot fake .