i miss the old you..

A Poem by Megan :3

Ya.

I thought id never hear those 5 words "we are getting a divorce"
I was expeting you guys to jump out at me and say just kidding!
But we all dream a little bit and they end up not coming true
You promised me that you would love me and my sister and brothers
Right now? I feel like s**t around you
You dont pay attention to your own damn kids
I f*****g hate this and my friends just laugh and walk away
When im in tears wishing someone will build me up and keep me like that
not tear me down after you successfully build me up.
I miss my family, what we use to be like, we need to talk.
But your always to busy with that one gurl you've only been dating
for 2 months and your kids that you've had forever just seemed to like
disapear all of a sudden and that just doesnt happen for no reason
You have a reason. if you had to choose to save someone from a bullet
who would you choose? your gurlfriend... or me? you have 30 sec. to choose.
3....2.....1...... BAM! im dead as a doornail. f**k you and f**k off