Writing Thoughts

I feel hopeless when sending points across as I can't properly word out what I have in my mind.

I desire to be able to write my thoughts,

Not my memory of thoughts or translations of thoughts,

But my raw ideas and symbols that appear in my mind,

The ability to send a message,

The ability to toss my mind and soul,

To hear the praise and gasps of awe my thoughts could bring,

But I am crippled,

I cannot spread my thoughts to the world,

I cannot share my thoughts to others as they spread theirs to me,

My thoughts lose their purpose as they travel from my mind to the world,

Meaning and value, 

Lost in translation.