Fated till You Make It

All of this just feels fated
The edge to a world long awaited

And yet here I sit feeling jaded
Even whilst knowing I’ve made it

I made it
Made it all up
I am the creator
Of my world
The maker

Following a path
I laid it

Underwhelmed
Overwhelmed
Feeling displacement

A story in circles
A loop
That no longer resonates
A blast form the past
It’s staled and paled
In comparison
To the vision
To the mission

The fog comes and goes
But I made it

The light is on
The fire is lit
There’s no going back
There is no normal here
The trek, the skip, the launch is forward
I will not lower
Nor cower
Or fear

For this I’ve come
For this I made it
And relish in my making
Is all I’ve got to do
Knowing
I will always make it