Too Quiet!

 What am I to say to someone? That I’m afraid most when it’s too quite.

I’m afraid most at those times when it feels as if no one is watching me!

It’s always like that.

The quiet before the storm.

Why should I assume history will not repeat its self?

 

Lord it’s too quiet!

What am I to say? That I am afraid that he will hunt me down and kill me.

Be the first at my funeral consoling my loved ones with streams of tears rolling down his face.

Oh how I loved she, how could this be ?

I’d be deemed an inciter, yes indeed.

If I said he’s too quite……

Don’t borrow trouble I’d be told, he’s quite!

Your free!

Many a quite night when I’m comfortable and alone

He roars out of nowhere making me regret that I’d ever known him.

Making me feel vulnerable, confused and weak!

mundane as the victim when finally found

S**t is it really me?

Blaming me for every injustice that he feels I've committed by leaving !

Can he not see that he had destroyed me!

Mentally and Physically !

If you would not have left me things would be fine, you have made me this way!

I've been watching you and you look lovely everyday!

You will always belong to me!

I am every were you desire to be!

If its not me , you will never belong to another 

You’re the best thing in the world to me

Come back to me

I decline

He makes noise

You b***h you w***e! He has roared!

God will punish thee for leaving me !

Please come back to me!

I will change !

We are meant to be!

I decline 

He's now too quite

Don't put your guards down I say to me

It's a trick 

The quite before the storm

is this the way it will always be?

How could this be? How can I ever be free?

What can I say to someone ?

That I’d rather he roar so that I’d know where he be!

That I’d rather he make noise as a warning to me!

 

What am I to say to someone? That I’m afraid most when it’s quite.

I’m afraid most at those times when it feels as if no one is watching!

I’m afraid when it’s quite!

For me it means a storms a brewing!

So, I ask again what am I to say to someone?

Noting !

So for now I just ink my fears

Pray, hope that in the event of the inevitable someone will read it and redeem me!

It’s too quite!

Author's Note

Please tell me how I can make this better! Thank you

Reviews

[Jack...]

Not sure this can be made any better. It is very deep and if you don't mind me saying, extremely loud with your emotions and your feelings. You have painted a picture with your words that is easy to understand but creates an uneasy feeling in me. Very nicely penned.

[Miaishia McKenzie]

Thank you so much jack!!! Your work is amazing I am honored that you like this as it is!