Goodbye SweetheartA Story by MichaelWritten in response to some imagined and real life events.Holding her hands tightly,he hoped she would understand.As they sat outside the cafe. 'It's just something I have to do,to feel like a man again',he said,gazing intently into her eyes. His mind drifted back to the summer months,as he and his long time friends had enjoyed many late night alcohol fueled evenings in the popular seaside resort where they lived.Visitors coming from far and wide to sample the delights of the picturesque town,perched near the cliff top.People,alcohol,hot weather,its a mixture where anything can happen,and often does.As the evening wears on,alcohol flows,and violence is always on the agenda. If he could have that time back now,how different it would be.He would have being more brave,and not the coward that he labelled himself to be.But it was too late now,the man was dead,dropped to the ground in a flurry of punches,followed swiftly by the jagged edge of the blade inserted with practiced expertise just under his rib cage. He would always remember holding him gently,willing him to live,screaming for the ambulance,the last few sounds he made,struggling to breath,gasping,and then silence. Many,many times how he had berated himself for what he saw as his cowardice on that summers evening.He found no peace,nor solace from the alcohol,and illicit drugs he used to ease his pain.Rejected by the army,for reasons unknown to him.If the Foreign Legion would not accept him,well then any country looking for someone willing to fight for a cause,for whatever reasons.To assuage feelings of guilt. To die because he couldn't take living with himself anymore.Any of these would suffice. Could she ever understand his reasons.Was there really any point trying to explain.'Goodby sweetheart',he said,as he left her at the cafe and headed in the direction of the barracks,just outside of town. What I would do to have that night back again So I'll go and sell my soul to the Legion Written in response to a photo prompt seen here :
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StatsAuthorMichaelGalway, Co.Galway., IrelandAboutHello,I have always written since forever.Mainly to make sense of the world,and particularly the people in it. Who at times make no sense at all.A couple of years ago,I joined a local writers gro.. more..Writing
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